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heard you might think that you were fond of disappation [dissipation], which is not true, but would have a bad effect — Choose your companions carefully because, that is very important & might indirectly make or mar your chances in the camp — i.e. you will be judged by the companions you keep — to some extent — as their influence counts a great deal both in & out of camp terms — I know you are not inclined towards any but nice friends — but being lonely
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you might then easily fall into companionships that it would be best to keep away from and remember about Speech being "Silver" but "Silence Golden." [double underlined]
The house is dreadfully lonely since you left Tues. (yesterday at noon). Jocelyn came home at night _ We had tea at Nics – Lewis recognized it – Fondest love from each of us and all — Your loving mother
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Thursday Jul 1
My own dearest Edward,
We are all wondering how you are as no letter has come since Thursday _ the one written at U.S. Grant the night you arrived –
It was a fine[underlined] letter & did us all a lot of good & so did your telegram — Effie too wrote me a fine letter saying how glad they were that you had stopped off & how much they had enjoyed seeing
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you — though you said she stated that it was really Bill you stopped off to see and only the rest "accidentally" I hope she did not think you meant that — she says they are all so fond of you & I know they are —
I can't tell you dearie how blue we all felt the night you left I could not bear myself the sight of your empty bed & desk — the only thing that gives me courage is that I have[underlined] a strong hope
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that you will come back before very long and be able to sit again at the same old desk and go on with your work and be your mother's dear old comfort and joy!.
Dear old Jos tries to keep me from being lonely. I know - & if only he could be here then it would be a great comfort but college opens very soon & then!!
Les went off on Sunday & of course he felt bleaker than ever — as Jocelyn had not then got back from Brookdale
Mrs Lion kindly asked us up to tea