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the others. The last
time I saw you was
such an unhappy
time. I was afraid
that after you would
just wash your hands
of me but your kind-
ness still continues as
ever.

My Beverly is won-
derful. I love her so
much it hurts. I
want to be a per-
fect mother for her.
As Miss Kelley will
tell you, she does
not look like me.
She looks like George.
No matter what he
has done to me or
will not do, I still
have beautiful mem-
ories of him and I

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am a bigger person
from knowing him.
I will always love
him. I only hope
that Beverly inherits
his wonderful brain
and his musical
talent. She can get
so little from me.
I'm too pliable - I
have ideals but
seem to lack the
something it takes
to attain them. I
will be a good mother.

I got a lovely let-
ter from George's mo-
ther which Miss Kelley
read. She seems like
a fine person - she
has a hard life. I
guess being a refugee