(seq. 9)

[Apr 8, 1957]

75 Newhall St.
Lynn, Mass.

Dear Dr.

I'll make this short but have to
write it and stop worrying. I'm sure you
have been told that I had some nembutal
capsules and I can't ask for forgiveness but
I do ask for a chance to tell you the truth.
Eleanore Hale called there and Miss O Keefe
came over and lied to her so I wonder how
you heard it. I was put out in the snow
storm and I begged Miss O Keefe to let me
stay but Miss [Free?] whispered something
I presume about Dr. O learys orders and Miss
O Keefe just ran away and the taxi man
took my grip. She told Eleanore that she
tried to make me stay but Dr none of that
is important to me now only that you
dont hate me. I can't sleep thinking of it
I wouldn't ask you to go to Dr O Leary for
me as I guess you know I wouldn't. Dr
Im afraid of [Irish?] and if he says two years
Im afraid he would enforce it and I [?].
He knows I need surgery badly and Dr.