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6:30 Dinner at Pussers
9pm Play Wizards without Wayne. I lose through the game, but rather than feeling bad, I'm in touch with my risky actions (overbidding) to try to catch up. This enlightens me about what happens with so many others throughout real life. Also, I notice that the two top players Mike + Jerry are very competitive trying to set the other back, as much as to win for themselves. That's not in my DNA's expression. I need to find a different activity to do socially at which I can shine.

10:45 To bed.
In bed, I hear running water which reminds me again of the current that nearly swept us away while simming here in 2002. Earlier in the day I had noticed the small passage between Scrub Island and Camerone Island and theorized that that is why the water pushed through by the wind forms a current here.

Garrett actually went into the water and said it's still as strong today. I looked at the chart map to visualize how narrow that gap is.