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Didn't talk much on way back and music was just so so.

Had to stop at Rax so Bill wouldn't feel obliged...

8:00 Out to drinks with Failla

9:00 Try to go to Tugs but closed.

10:00 To bed

Mon, July 28 '86

Memorize something from Midler's View from Abroad for practice.

Go to work. Check stuff in selection/display one last time.

Write some more keyboard code.

5:30 Go home.

Dinner. Vic calls, says Dan would like me to come visit, so I feel pretty good until Bob calls and tells me how wonderful Chevy was.

7:00 I go out for a walk but realize how disgusting my neighborhood is, so I must drive, but I get nowhere.

Go home to bed.

But I just lay awake scared in bed. Nothing good is coming to me that excites me and takes me higher. I am so dead inside.

Decide communications module will not benefit me either so don't do it.

I went to sleep distraught and depressed. All this natural beauty here, but no friends.