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[highlight]AND JEALOUS THAT I DIDN'T STAY
LONG ENOUGH TO LOOK THOROUGHLY.
IT TURNS OUT HE WAS THERE.[/highlight]

AND SO I LEFT AND WENT HOME
AND GOT HIS [highlight]10:45 MESSAGE. I
WENT THROUGH THE ROOF![/highlight]

NOW WHAT DO I DO? I SHOULD'VE
GONE OUT TO LOOK FOR SOMETHING
FOR MYSELF. [highlight]BUT THERE'S NOTHING
LIKE THAT FACE + UPPER BODY.[/highlight]

SO I WENT HOME + GOT CARD
AND PUT IT ON HIS TRUCK, WHICH I'D FOUND
AND THAT FELT BETTER. I COULD REST.
BUT I WOKE UP AT 1:25 AND WENT
BACK AND HIS TRUCK WAS STILL THERE.
WITH THE CARD ON.

SO I WENT HOME BUT THEN
DROVE BACK AT 2:30. (WHY?) AND
CAR WAS GONE. SO I DROVE TO
HIS PLACE AND TRUCK WAS NOT THERE.
I WAS PISSED AGAIN. AND REALIZED
GONE TO HOMBRES. ANYWAY,

SO I SHOULD'VE JUST HAD A
GOOD TIME BY MYSELF AND YET
I COULDN'T. [highlight]I COULDN'T SLEEP
EITHER AND HE DIDN'T CALL AT ALL[/highlight]

MONDAY AUG 25 '86

6:15 CALL MICHAEL [FAILLA?] + CRY ON HIS SHOULDER.
DROVE OUT TO BILLS. STILL NOT HOME.
NORMAL MORNING MISCELLANY.
GOTO WORK.
STILL NO SPEC.
COOK AT SCHEDULE TO SEE
WHAT OTHERS WILL BE DOING (IF)
WHILE I DO COMMUNICATIONS.

SHOULD I PASS IT UP?

[highlight]CANNOT CONCENTRATE SO GO HOME[/highlight]
DRIVE TO BILLS. STILL NOT HOME.
GET RUNNING SHORTS.
[highlight]GO RUN AROUND GREEN LAKE.
STOP BY BILLS ON WAY HOME.[/highlight]