Page 110

Decided against going for sex with Brent due to my feeling small when I jerk me after doing him.

10:00 Check back into Becks and get a little settled.

10:15 Go out to Midnight Sun and I was right that there are more people my age out earlier. And I decided again that I want them for friends, ie the professional ones, but not someone as intense as I! I want someone to entertain me. I don't want to hear about another's professional troubles, when I get home from work.

11:00 I met one such, and had nice time but he's not hunky enough for my taste and a little too tall. Had donut + he drove me back but I didn't invite him in

12:45 Decide to quickly check out the Stud Bar + it was too young once again.

1:15 Go home and J/O

1:30 To bed

Fri Nov 14

(cloudy)

8:00 Get up. Misc. Read Chap 17, 18, 19 of Maclaine. Think and write up last few days. Especially about friends and boyfriends...and spiritual + sole mates.

11:30 Play day and weekend. Misc

12:00 Go get clothes...Have lunch too

3:00 Snack + go home + try on stuff

3:45 Head for gym.

4:00 Work out real well.

6:15 Caught up cruising wet area.