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The only good thing is that drugs made me mindless like the day after Halloween when it rained 3 1/2 inches in one day when I would've otherwise been super depressed. (day with Greg Adamski)

It's real sad that I sould say a good thing is having depression reduced!

But notice that the days I don't mind being groggy are Sundays and that I hate being mindless on days when I would want to use my mind, especially yesterday!

9:30 Go to work. Finish test protected tab code + test prot'd shift tab

3:45 Go to gym, dinner, gasoline

7:00 Finish prot'd shift tab.

10:00 Leave. Call Mark Thompson + Ron Weinberg.

11:00 Go to bed

Wed, Dec 3 '86

8:30 It was so stupid to cruise at Palm Springs. What if a close friend of Mark's had been there? What if Ron and Mark were close? I should have been friendly but not a tramp, hurting Mark. One boyfriend at a time! I should not have allowed touching with Mark, but somehow kept the fun going. Behave!