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[grouped]IT WAS A VERY DIFFERENT TIME THAN
TWO YEARS AGO, WHEN I KNEW NO ONE
AND MET FITZ PATRICK WHO LIVES
HERE STILL, ACCORDING TO PHONE BOOK.[/end grouping]
[grouped][highlight]ALSO SAW BILL SAYER WITH SOME
UNATTRACTIVE GUY. BOB LATER SAID
SAWYER + [K?]ROPF SPLIT A MONTH AGO.[/end grouping[/end highlight]
[grouped]SAW [T?]UAN WHO LIVES ACROSS STREET
FROM ME IN SEATTLE. HE'S TIRED
OF SEATTLE TOO, AND MAY MOVE.[/end grouping]
IT WAS NICE TO SEE GOOD-LOOKING MEN.
TOOK ELEVATOR TO THE TOP. FUN.
DANCED. GOOD MUSIC. HAD ABOUT
FIVE VODKA TONICS + TWO COFFEES.
! [grouped]LEFT AT 3:00 JUST BEFORE ENTERTAIN-
MENT BUT GOT TO SEE [highlight]BILL SAWYER LEAVING
WHICH PROMPTED BOB GO MENTION SPLITUP.[/end highlight][/end grouping]

THUR, JAN 1 '87

3:00 LEFT WITH BOB LAMOTTA TO HIS HOUSE.
SMALL PLACE IS SAN BRUNO. NICE.
BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO FUCK HIM
SINCE I DON'T FEEL STRONGLY
ABOUT HIM, AND HE'S NOT CUTE,
AND I DIDN'T WANT HIM TO FUCK ME
BECAUSE HE'S NOT ENOUGH FOR ME.
SO WE PLAYED AWHLE [ARVD?] EVENTUALLY
[T/O?]'D EACH OTHER. ALSO HE'S A
[highlight]SLOPPY WET KISSER. YUCKO...
TOLD HIM IF THAT'S WHAT HE WANTS, I'M NOT IT.[/end highlight]
[margin]CARMEN [A?]ABANERA.[/margin]
BUT HE'S A GOOD GUY, GOOD FRIEND
AND I [highlight]WANTED TO HAVE SEX ONCE WITH HIM.[/end highlight]

5:30 TO SLEEP.

11:00 WAKE UP. CLEAN UP.
PRWE OVER TO OCEAN TO EAT AT NICKS.
WAITRESS LOOKED LIKE SHRLEY MCLAiNE
SO WE ENDED UP TALKING ~ OUT ON A LIMB.
[highlight]HE HAD LEVEL HEADED THINGS TO SAY
BUT WE KEPT CONVERSATION GOING.[/end highlight]
GOOD TABLE BY A CORNER WINDOW.
VERY STORMY DAY. MISTY RAIN.
DRIVE HOME TO HIS PLACE.

2:30 THEN I DROVE HOME. VERY RAINY FOGGY.
DRAW A NICE HOT BATH AND
ENDED SHAVING MY THIGHS
ALL AROUND DOWN TO KNEE. CUTE.