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designer but accomplished at his own endeavor to a level of responsibility) is easy to talk to, is fun, likes doing crazy things sometimes, doesn't pressure himself, likes me. To have that, I have to like myself. Right now I am displeased with my body, my lack of contact lenses, my lack of car. I supposed I should just continue to live as I am but start making improvements and expect to always meet appropriate people, and to have things timed exactly right. By God!

I simply like young men, who have responsibilities, my height with a good build, good face, pleasant, accomodating attitude; I appreciate then a finer body than in the past, and realize that I am happiest with people who do things, and live organizedly, yet easily.

Today I shan't forget. I felt so good on the way home. I learned some things that make me happy. To love and have that accepted. To do nice things and see them truly genuinely appreciated. The big things, I realized from this week are 6' 1", a build, responsibility, MANLINESS