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fairly large blond, beautiful, smart guy. This desire stayed and developed during the fourth week. Indeed I found him on Feb 8 at Toad Hall, Rick Smoot. We could not go home since he had a lover and I was living in Mendo Park to far to go. But I got his name and number and was to call him next weekend.

Academically I had become settled in all my classes by the first time I went to the city (Toad Hall) and met Rick. Also all of my stuff had arrived by then. My bike, my clothes. I had it all together by the time I went up there. I had a home. And I was caught up in my classes sufficiently to be able to handle them day by day, week by week. I had relearned all of the electronics I had ever known and I think I have it all together now. I felt very comfortable and I had probably the best week of the quarter, the week after I met R.S. But then I went up to the city again. This time I met Smoot again but he still was unable to go home so I had a fairly