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say that.

Stanford was very difficult socially, academically, in housing and transport. The weather was good. I never felt too inferior but I felt superior only once in while. Now that I leave I do so with confidence. And I know where I stand in my education.

Though I tried to do well this last quarter and even though I did learn a lot, I got fairly poor grades which tells me I shouldn't continue. I never loved Stanford like I loved Lakeside. I never got to know it personally and I never felt it wanted to know me. But this is good as I almost wish to flee it now that I am done. I certainly have no desire to continue on. Whereas at Lakeside I was very sad to leave. It was such a fine education I'd gotten there. And it made going to college difficult; but now I long to enter the real world and practice