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There are going to be other opportunities opening up there. Namely church + religious activities, parties, shopping for home + entertainment. Lots of entertaining. And it would be exhilarating I think.

So I have to summarize ABQ and know fully why I'm leaving there. There are no beauties. Even if there was one I would have few friends + no one I'm willing to bring home + entertain. ABQ doesn't have that much fun stuff to do. I've tried + I cannot find it. I feel uptight living with Paul + Marc. It is difficult to be softhearted with them. I could not be terribly open. We are not friends. Of course it is better than living alone.

Perhaps I could find a roommate who realize we're not lovers but friends. I think that sort of thing can happen in L.A.