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BASIC, working with Arnstein on Focal in August.

I went out with one guy in Aug + Sept - Joe Brown. Very poetic + loving. Very Kentucky. He was living with his grandparents. We went out every so often. He was very good to me. Wrote me poems I have saved. We went out but not to bars. We ate + saw movies, went to a concert had lunches sometimes. What else is there to do in ABQ? I was so busy I neglected him. It wasn't nice at all. But he comforted me much + took care of me when I got sick. Did I do the same since he had cancer of the hip. No, I was too ashamed. I think I should get myself out of a situation where I feel so bad.

Also one day his brother was killed in an accident +