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Then I got a XMAS card. Signed; Always, Chip. Well I got him one to the next Tuesday, Dec 7 + wrote him a rather nasty note, not really, but just saying let's talk about this. I gave it to his mailbox on Wednesday + he called me Fri + we went out to the Crystal Room + for a drive + then we talked.

It turns out he just wasn't expressing his feelings. He had a lover who really repressed him + he is still in that habit. I of course felt he had no feelings. He was deeply hurt when I started to screw around with Garry + that's why he went out to Studio 1. The trick he brough home, Garry would not let stay, so they had to go get a motel; Chip was very upset.

We cleared it up + had one of the closest nights we'd ever had. That was Fri Dec 10.