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I have spent this 1/4 flying, living a glamorous lovely elegant life. I have gotten confidence. I want to love others. I want to live myself loving others. I want to think less of myself + more of others. I must get my income settled [note to left] what I include for Apr - Dec [/note]+ get what I want so I can have the luxury of being able to love others.

I'm flying right now back to ABQ Mon 1/3. We just broke through the cloud cover of Seattle as I wrote the last sentence of the last paragrah!!!

Now I should write the index to all I have written in the last few days under the clouds of Seattle.

1. Introduction
2-3. Reason to stay in CS, not go to EE
4. Reference to co. report I am managing.
5. versus writing software. resolve to manage software development.
6-9 Comapny report results + my reaction to them, in light of what I want to do. Feeling disinclined to administrative duties, and interested in strategy.