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Friday night - Jan 21

After writing last Tues night, I went to sleep, then got up + read all I'd recently written (incl 70 pgs) then wrote note on my intimate conversation, the talked with myself about how I'd feel about leaving + why I got screwed over. Finally decided all was ok + for the best right now in all respects of my doing computer software. But I must make moves to move to LA + I must figure out EDX.

Thurs was a big NCR day, then Chip at night. Wed night I read. Also Thurs early even I ex'd more than halfway, but not completely. Then Friday was DDC (Conrac). So here I am after dinner. Still no more thats to change my mind. But a question rose as to how much of a whore I am. Spr + Sum of 75 I was coming out + I deserved a good horny time. The following fall, I only went out Fri + Sat nights. And stayed out some Sundays. Worked very hard on 6800 BASIC.