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in the guys anywhere except for those in LA> I have had no desire to go anywhere this Winter, except LA, and then to live there. I have felt uneasy with Kehoe too. He is so uncommunicating it is torture. Sure we're just friends + he is just a stopgap till I can move but I keep forgetting that.

Notice I say "till I can move." I MUST MOVE TO LA!!!

This Winter I have laid no one except Chip. I have had only one derilict night. I am due for a night out with the boys tonight.

So I've only been trashy when I came out, and this last Spring. Otherwise since then I've been quite romantic, except when out of town... or when Chip's been out of town; that's not funny cuz we owe each other nothing.