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always been burned out. Take my vacations, or New Mexico weekends or most evenings, especially this past year. I have forgetten to apply myself to these. It is necessary not just to be energetic during the time in question but to prepare for it. Everything else you do you prepare for and treat with respect. You should also do this for your own time.

RESPECT YOURSELF.

I guess, I know, this is one reason, behind my often feeling that I am behind but being unwilling to lead myself to the state where I am ahead. As in tennis. As in conversations. As in enjoying your own time, ie, time when you are spending money, [concerning?].

I feel I now have work under control, and I should emphasize sociality and continue to learn about business, ie, money, psychology, law, etc. I will now write more under the topics of FINANCIAL, SPIRITUAL and SOCIAL.