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from a book called "The Inner Game." Essentially Self 1 is a motivator of Self 2, which is my computer service facility. Self 1 has feelings and desires and takes action, usually based on information brought up from Self 2. My previous decision was made by Self 1, I think because it was hurting so much. It was looking for justification to duck out, and not knowing the future, Self 1 refused to acknowledge future benefits.

But I never really did feel intuitively convinced that I should leave, and thanks to Bill Glass I didn't. I almost let my own will overcome that of Self 2 (my Spirit?). (I knew this has a spiritual aspect somewhere!) Bill Glass is (at least) a church-goer. Am I opposed, then, to letting my conscious mind make decisions? Or should I just go on "intuition" or "insight" as I always have? You've got to do what works well for you. So marketing decision analysis just cannot work for me, and indeed I nearly screwed myself royally.

After considering MSoft and Cromemco, I realized I really wouldn't be very happy there. I considered HP in Cupertino but I don't think I could ever get much of a job there