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10:45[red ink] So why don't I feel happy? [red ink and highlighted in yellow]
1) I'm not in love
2) I don't like clouds that are coming
3) I don't live my env't, my home
4) I don't have many friends.
5) All I'm doing is simple accounting.
So I'm not tied down, and I [line in red ink]
have an easy project. Perhaps [line in red ink]
it's time to do other broadening [line in red ink]
things to make me more artistic/ [line in red ink]
conceptual. Like [line in red ink]
chess[red ink and crossed out]
cooking [red ink]
language [red ink and crossed out]
piano[crossed out] or music taping [red ink]
That is, other interactive creative things. [red ink]
After I have that under control, [red ink]
maybe I can leave Microsoft. [red ink]

First, I need to feel interested [red ink]
in something, some large area, and [red ink]
free myself of details. But can I [red ink and the words- can I- highlighted in yellow]
be imaginative successfully on a [red ink and highlighted in yellow]
true, designer basis? [red ink and highlighted in yellow]

We'll see...