(seq. 132)

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at hime and didn't speak
to him all evening. I don't
think I shall continue to
go with him. He has too
many plans for his own
family - his mother + father
sisters + brothers, etc. to
leave room for himself
and least of all me. The
trouble with Georgie is
that he is too good and
never thinks of himself
which can be a fault
sometimes too! I can't
wait forever so I would
rather have no gentleman
friend at all than one who
has so many bridges to
burn first. Am I right?

My mother got a let-
ter from George V. I did-
n't see it but - 1 [her?] admits
relations with me in it, 2
claims I had other men
friends and was far from
respectable, 3, I pleaded
for him to help me
which he did 4, he stood
by me when no one else

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woud, 4. said something
about suing her for ex-
tortion if she didn't stop.
That is all I know for
now. She is going to the
Legal Aid in Boston I
believe. I am going to see
Mr. [Firot?] as soon as I can
arrange an interview.

I am most anxious
to see you again for these
is so much to go into
that writing don't ac-
complish. But I know
you must still be weak
and it is a long trip.
I get so afraid of the
future sometimes I could
shiver and you all seem
so far away. I keep
it all pent up to tell
you when you come.
I go to church regular-
ly now but it is now
the same. I've lost
something. Please have