(seq. 19)

to ask if I need anything
but you know me I still
I have my pride. I always
have work for my needs
so I am much disapointed
not to be able to have
a few pennys of my own
but dear God its going to
be a long and hard
way to go [illegible] but I
cant do anything to hurt
my dear baby because he
is all I have so I must
stay [idol?] so now I must
try to make the best I