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Sat July 19 '86

9:30 Got up and showered and had breakfast (2 for 1) at Deluxe on 55th with Sunday and Lance, then Bill and I saw them off, went to QFC for beach food, and went to Madison Beach.

3:15 Leave for home

3:45 Bill & I go to gym

6:00 Come home, get claned up.

Dinner at Rain City Grill.

9:30 Movie "About Last Night". Good.

Come home. Very fully day.

Not feeling inspired.

To bed since Bill must study tomorrow, but he was very nice to me in bed. Good sex. We're so out of sync. Was it my generosity at dinner??

12:15 To sleep

Sun July 20 '86

8:00 Wake up & clean up.

Feeling much better.

Less confused.

Egg Cetera.

10:00 Take Bill home. Relief.

Good friend, but not boyfriend.

Yesterday was full but not inspiring. Something missing.

I suppose I want a professional, but I've got to become fun first?

Was this my reason to spend time? Or just idle?

Should I call Dan Donahue?

I should work tomorrow.

I'm all scrambled up now.

Royer thing is tomorrow evening.

Why do I care to see him? Cute...

Who are his previous boyfriends?

Stripper & hairdresser.

Be he is so wonderfully cute...

Nevertheless I need to work on making friends...people who understand me somewhat.

11:45 So I went on ferry ride roundtrip and felt much more stable after.

2:00 Go to V. Park.