Page 31

4:15 Bill leaves somewhat grudgingly, and I felt bad, but he just doesn't contribute to me what I want.

I don't feel good after spending time with him.

But aside from Bill, I guess I don't care much for last night or yesterday at all.

I don't really want

Body Nautilus

Tugs

Daddy's & Park Bench

Sparks (too ugly & proleish)

Ritz (too stuffy & preppy)

Volunteer Park & Madison Beach

in my life at all. They are so demeaning to me. I just haven't found something exciting.

Today is a September kind of day, and there is no enthusiasm.

Something that I can do is tape music and learn about it.

That can be a major project this week

5:00 Go to Body Nautilus to soak.

Drive through park

6:00 At home call Bob and Bill is over there. I felt bad. Why can't I have friends too?

So I go over there. Chuck is there.

Nice visit, but damn, I want to visit people I relate to.

They are my friends, but I don't like their apartments, so I can't sleep with them.

I've got to get this fixed.

Help Bob move boxes at office.

Dinner at Rama House.

But I'm not turned on.

Drive home. Drop off Bob.

10:00 Go home & think.

Walk by Ritz. Nothing

10:30 To sleep