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Sun Sep 7 '86

Pleasant high clouds

Review time since Aug 15th with Bill

Sat talk on phone telling him how I feel. Decide not to see him. Gad!

Sun Aug 17 Very nice day canoeing, workout, putt putt golf, dinner, and fucking.

Wed Aug 20 Bill is noticibly tense. Tense evening. Not fun. I J/O. Got very little sleep.

Thur Aug 21 Waterskiing. Bank machine search. Schumacher's. I feel no affection. But we eventually have sex. Last time together

Fri Aug 22 Bill is bitchy edgy so I don't stay over.

Sun Aug 24 Black Sunday.

Wed Aug 27 Eating Raoul + dinner. Treat Bill as a friend, not boyfriend, feels OK. But he stas over so I J/O (last time). Awkward.

Sat Aug 30 Workout. Dinner. "Extremities." Decide he shouldn't stay over since Wed was awkward

Sun Aug 31 Very nice day as friends. Breakfast, ferry ride, Hood Canal, Neighbors party. Very late so he sleeps over but no sex, both tired.

Mon Sep 1 Breakfast. And later have supper w/Scott and Room w/View. No sex

Wed Sep 3 Salads at Deluxe

Thur Sep 4 Dinner + read 2010. Talk about staying over. Decide not to and realize its pretty much going to stay that way.

Fri Sep 5 Bill calls just before leaving on vacation. I feel OK: disapp'd but relieved.