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We did some coke + tequila shooters and then we drove to my place and sat in hot tub. And then we went + had sex. Got pretty limp due to the coke. And then we did some more. Coke is so bad!! It makes you live a trip which just can't be sustained. It ruins your judgment and makes you tired more. But what's the root of this problem? I know this! It was lack of judgment due to

1) Drinking which I did not decrease. Took Lane's suggestions for shooters...

2) I was tired from nice days in the sun.

I had had a great weekend. I was satisfied at 8:00 PM. I should've gone home after stopping in at Rock's briefly and saying hi to Lane. Just like Bloody Sunday, Aug 24 '86.

As when I lived in OC, Sunday eve should wind down, it's been so long since I've had so much fun on a weekend. I fucked up. Laying a cute bartender. OK, but no coke!