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10:00 GO HOME + MESS AROUND.
JERK OFF... VERY NICELY DONE.
(I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE FUCKING)

11:00 TO SLEEP

MON, DEC 8 '86

8:00 GET UP. NO SEX. SHOWER. EAT.

9:30 READ MICROSOFT WORD ~RINEARSON.

1:00 WRITE UP WEEKEND.

SO I GOT STUFF DONE
HAD A FINE SATURDAY NIGHT
AND SUNDAY + WORKOUT + DANCE
AND WORKED THIS MORNING.

1:30 GOTO LUNCH NEAR ST. FRANCIS WOOD
WITH MARK AT CAFE FOUR SEASONS

#1 [highlight] BROUGHT UP SUBJECT OF DISTANCE
AND HOW IT MAKES OUR RELATIONSHIP AWKWARD[/highlight].
HE AGREED BUT DIDN'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY.
PERHAPS I TAKE IT TOO SERIOUSLY.
GOOD PLEASANT TALKATIVE LUNCH.
#2 [highlight]ALSO TALKED ABOUT SEEING EACH OTHER
JUST ON WEEKENDS WASN'T "REAL"[/highlight]
SINCE THAT'S JUST CRAZY FUN.

2:30 READ MACWORLD AWHILE, WHILE
MARK PAYS HIS BILLS ETC.

4:00 [highlight]GOTO GYM WITH MARK.[/highlight]
GOOD WORKOUT BUT I DON'T FEEL
THAT MARK TURNS MY CRANK SEXUALLY [N?]OW
THAT'S A BIG CHANGE, AND I'VE LEARNED THAT
#3 [highlight] I WANT SOMEONE WITH GOOD LEGS.
AFTER BOB BROWNING & BILL FARRELL AS
CONTRA-EXAMPLES AND GREG ADAMSKI AS
A POSITIVE YOU'D THINK I'D KNOW.[/highlight]
WELL, NOW I DO. NOT HAIRY ONES TOO.
LIKE DAN DONAHUE'S. WONDERFUL.

5:45 SHOWER NEXT TO BIG BROAD, SHOULDERED GUY
WITH NICE BUNS. NOT INTERESTED IN ME.

6:00 LEAVE FOR HEALTH FOOD ON CHURCH ST.
DRIVE OUT TO AIRPORT. NICE RIDE.
HE'S VERY NICE TO ME. I TELL HIM
I HOPE WE STAY FRIENDS DESPITE DISTANCE.