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Skiing Tues, Thurs, Sunday.

WED AUG 20 '86

9:00 Debug extend key. Check stuff in. Lots of stuff from ssync. Two remake worlds.

5:00 Leave for home. Go to Bills. Tense. Nervous. Nice dinner. Potatoes, vegetables + cauliflower.

7:00 Movie "The Great Wall." Tension since I was hazy after working. Frozen yogurt. Tension due to correcting driving. Drive to Queen Anne Hill. Go home. To bed. Of course Bill's sleepy, J/O, but I still can't sleep since I was looking forward to more. Very restless sleep all night.

THURS AUG 21 '86

6:00 Get up. Not a pleasant morning. Go get milk, boil eggs. Ice queen. Go to Michaels to ski

7:00 Ski several times. Fun with Michael and then we go by ourselves. A little better feeling.

9:00 Go for cash machine. Bill gets tense since none are open. Go get apple fritter at Schumachers. Get cash finally. Bill invites me in "to pee." On phone to bank + employers. Finally I get him into his bed. We talk about how I felt last night and about his tension coming + going. Finally got him to relax. And we have pretty good sex. Fun + fulfilling, but no fucking. Go home + clean up. Call Bob + Mom (about Meg's visit).

Why? 4/7/89 From Sunday the 17th, I had hope.

1:00 Lunch + laundry.

1:45 Go to work, and do errands.