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See cute guy with fiery eyes and blond mustache, but he's somewhat short and young. And other older guy with nice body was against a distant wall, so I was not going to go out on a limb. Should I be cruising? Am I not with Will, or going to be, when he arrives? It's such an odd situation, being to Atlanta briefly + never again. Then I talk with Calvin Marcus, somewhat cute, but not a good memory. I guess it's because he's not just exactly a friend, or what I want. Then Will shows up so "hot potato"! Why can't I find a friend I'd want to stay + be around in a case like this?

9:15 Anyway, stay and watch drag show which was only somewhat funny. As I tired of it, Bob (big drag) was coming on to me. Why me? Maybe because I was breaking my own rules. But should I have spent Saturday all alone. Why am I even here? For Comdex.

10:15 We go to Bulldog + Calvin shows up and for some reason I tel him situation with Will and ask him not to mention it. Well he gets pissy and says he can show me around better. Then when Will showed up, I asked if we were to go and when we decided to, Calvin said be sure to call me tomorrow if you want to do something. Did I have it coming? Or is Calvin not to be trusted? Am I not to be trusted? when I go to bed with someone and ostenibly befriend them, am I committed? I suppose so, given the way Will and Calvin were acting or the way I would act. So don't treat it lightly next time. When I go out, don't drink and