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TUES 7/2

Woke up upset about not going to SD. Why should I not go? Work, work, work. I need a break. And I want to hold someone I love while I sleep + be held. I'm much too alone. And I have to get out of Seattle. Sure I want to get this messy catastrophe settled, but I am MORE important. And I want to meet with Bill, but the future work on this project will not be done in Seattle. I can't take it. So try out SD again.

I'm pretty sure I'm safe from burglary, and I won't lose bad feeling of Seattle.

Compromise by deciding to take MAC, so I have something to do in spare time. It won't be too long a stay that way. That will cure my dizziness from not having worked enough lately. And I can do progress report before I return.

And at this point the extra cost to me of going is just $120 since I'll get rebate vs 25% penalty if I don't go.