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Luez was rather dull. Movie
was bad. Luez is not my type.
Nice body though. It was an
ok day Thursday. Not happy as on
Tuesday (due to Gary on Monday).
But ok. Got letter from CK. He
needs reassurance. I gave it to
him today I think. Took lots
of time to write and think over.
Also sent him reassurance note
on Satday. Do I really want
him. Yes I need him.

Friday was pretty good afternoon.
Very athletic w/ paddle tennis
and beach. The long drives to LA
sort of get to me now.

Friday night was a bit of a
bummer. I thought I would have
luck at Lost & Found but no. I
saw Larry there from Albq. Also
I saw Randy & Jay Monday at S1.
But then went to beach. That
was not so great.

What did I come here for?
Where is it? That is something
I really have to ask myself.
I am looking for friends. I
have had a good transition and