Personal writings

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Maybe it's the coke that caused the bummer. The sensation of "It's over." Like last weekend in Vancouver. Or the end of the day on Bill Morgan's boat. It's so good going up but not fun coming down. It's fast acting both ways I guess, and that is not like amphetamines, which turn on slowly + then go away slowly.

Also I think coke reduces my sexual potency, since I had a hard time coming with Danny and all I'd done was booze + coke.

Also get a watch so you can time things; get as much out of situations as you can, and remember not to waste time. But it is a balance. DO RELAX. I'm just saying, it'll be better if I have information, better sense of timing.

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Then after the trip, we stopped at Park Bench + decided to go to Beach + swim. Its so fun on MDA, just like last time after Celebration Parade. Then I drove Bob home + dropped him off, but I was so high strung I needed to go back to see him, so I brought some burgers and afterwards we had the best time fucking. And then I slept and came up with most of the above thoughts ~ drugs. And so we went over on speed and I didn't drink and had a fairly nice time. Then took Bob home + I went off to bats, but only for 1 1/2 hr + no sex. Just met Maxie, and decided to get together in a few weeks. Also had run into John P at Brass Door. Should see movie with him this week. Home at 4:00. Sleep till 10:00 and go get Ron and go to Dale + Steve's for fun + hydros.

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Saw blue angels there. And then left for MCC. Married there, haha! (At Communion.) Then dinner at Ivar Fish + Chips + Procoppios + met Bill Miller a designer; see about rugs. Then home, though I had to convince persuade + coax Ron along. I don't know why. I guess I'm just borderline for him. I'm like Tim to him maybe. But we had wonderful "collegiate" sex after kissing for the longest time, which came after talking. Nicely automatic. Breakfast at Canterbury's and I go home. Music system arrives. I go to work prep for staff meeting which I hav,e then get to know Jim Towne, then leave after clearing desk. To dinner + hot tub at Dale + Steves. And saw All About Eve with Bette Davis! Great lines. Too tired for sex with Ron.

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Summary

So this book is Mid May to Mid August, all spent in Seattle except for a quick trip to Fire Island and Houston. Some weekends were drowsy (July 4th), some were ecstacy (Mem Day, Parade, Tacky Tourist) and some were normal July 11th. Of course that weekend I spent Saturday at Arboretum and thought about previous 7 weeks. Since then Fire Isle, Reagan's party + Bill Morgan's boat, Vancouver, Tacky T, Seafair + Ron Jessee. I haven't been to California for a long time but I wonder if it's the right thing to do. Well I need to be here ~ Aug 21 for Meg + Fritz, and Aug 28th is SF weekend, so I think I'll go to S. Cal this weekend. I want a break from Seattle. This will keep up with alternate weekends in Seattle. See Dick, etc. in LA + Ron in SD.

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From this point on I'm just up for software work on Sort, and studying music. As the weather gets dull here, I'm up for getting braces. So let's get the music system together this week and make some software progress at work.

Things left to do: { phone repairs + table { Tune piano + fix leg + get lamp { Sheets for bed + towels { New Cal Driv License { Braces { Sell fridge { Buy watch + binoculars + N. lights wallet BICYCLE TO WINERY {451-WIND or Sailing clubs { VCR etc { Electronic Music (table + stereo) { Clothes { Tennis w/ Ed { Speed + MDA { John Pendleton { tales of the city - Drummer { Russian River { Bill Miller - Drapes + Rugs { TRIP TO OLYMPICS OR CASCADES { Plants { Buy Music, esp electronic { POSTURE + Cooking

[noted to left of above list] Laurel contract bathroom Chuck ceiling window