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My mind is so refined, my bod should be too.

Another thing I like about Bob is the fact that we're more intellectually alike. And he has routines similar to mine. I could not really see living with him because he is not that great. There are some things about him that cut out that possibility. But the peace I felt with him was so great. It showed me more of what I want to be without making me feel inferior.

I guess I just want a bigger wider body, I have my height, and just need 20 more new pounts. I also want to practice more manliness in my character, namely integrity, accuracy of speech, brightness, self-knowledge. I have the capability. Now I need action.

I have discovered I like men not boys, not older boys. I like a male who is tall (my height!), has a good build and hair distribution, has some responsibility in life (is not a waiter, bartender or free-lance