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after having dinner. We played on Tuesday also but afterwards I figured I wouldn't go back to Wellington's for awhile. There was nothing there. After Joe, I was especially convinced of this.

I spent Staurday recouperating from a super hangover mixed with burnout. And Sunday I was only in good enough shape to read, so I finished the Front Runner. So sad and moving. It took me Monday morning to revive myself and figure it out. I worked after that but Monday I still had diarrhea so I read in the tub Monday evening. "Society and the Helathy H." It was pretty good. On Tuesday I was making all sorts of plans to leave and finish elsewhere, and meantime I was confirming my suspicions of Albuquerque. It was all dull, mediocre, never fascinating, infectious, but I recovered on Wednesday and continued to work till Firday. I had made my decision not to drink except for celebrations and that Friday at Wellington's I didn't drink anything at all alcoholic.