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stage ride to this
place - and I was
so ill for ten days to
think of anything
else - I telegraphed
Mr Nash - and found
I could not send
you in time for the
funeral - None
can realize better
than I do - who knew
his loving devotion
to you - how broken
hearted you must
be! with out him -
and the very feeling
that there is nothing
more you can do
for him - must be
awful to your
loving heart!!
I felt lost
after father was