Richard William Weiland Papers

Drive to Tugs. [pink highlight] Pretty dead, but I stayed + talked with Pat Harrison while I had a glass of wine, [red underline] and watched some very good video, including lots of electronic stuff. I mean Computer animation. Dance a bit. 1:00 Decide to leave swinging by Neighbors for a while. Have I Vourey. [red underline] And then stop at J&L [pink highlight] and have a Battle + Jaymes. [red underline] Talked with nice guy from gym in white T-shirt, who kept me from cruising a little too long. And invited me home. I hate when people do that when you've not encour'd then. Even though I'd had 4 drinks, I was not drunk [pink highlight] was satisfied that Seattle was not a place for me to go out still [orange highlight] knew it would be late getting home. I went to the Tabs [pink highlight] and it all started off well with 3 quite cute guys, even though I had a 2" dick!! But he was cute + had pretty nice body. And that video technician who moved here from LA was there and was interested in me, and another guy smaller with good bod was in our little group too. I should've just whacked off there and gone home.

But I guess I wanted more social interaction with someone. [yellow highlight] I walked out of our group of 3 hoping LA guy would follow, but he didn't. I was getting rather upset by all that heavy breathing in the steam room. I should've just cum. But I left and when I returned it was not the same, so I left again and had to snug Gene Sauza, which made me feel real bad. Since he's been kind to me. And then big Bill Eikler (bald guy) went into steam room. Now what do I do?

I WAS VERY PISSED THAT THINGS DIDN'T GO MORE SMOOTHLY but then that's just Seattle on a Saturday night or the Tulos. [yellow highlight]

11:30 Go to Microsoft.

12:00 Work on a bug have to due with printing short forms on HP Laser.

1:00 Lunch at Sea Galley. Salmon w/crab. OK.

2:00 Do some last minute video checks on VGA, Zenith EZPC, Herc + EGA.

3:00 Leave for gym.

3:30 Tan. Shower

4:15 Workout. Tired mentally, but body's ok, not a bad workout.

AFTER ALL I SAID THIS MORNING THE REAL THING THAT BUGS ME IS JUST NOT GETTING TO BED AT A REASONABLE TIME!! I could've gone to Tubs early or at latest, right after Tugs at 1 AM that would probably have made me a lot less crazy this morning. Even so, I should recognize that disease & social conflict are rife there. So a key thing is to make sure I use my time well, which has not been a problem during Works development. But now I have to discipline myself. I have to realize that I want to spend my time on personal needs that I've wanted & needed for some time. That motivation must come from me. I didn't have any pressure on me so I relaxed, and made a mistake.

5:45 Head home. Snack. Start laundry. Washer not filling up, so just do one load. Makes me want to get my own place. Make & eat dinner. Misc. Golden Girls on tape. Put laundry away. Shower.

8:00 Decide to put BC Card in envelope, sealed, with questions I must answer to myself before I get the card out. Put this into trunk of Audi.

8:30 Read Fortune Magazines "Billionaires." Read Chap 8 of Mask of Apollo. Change bedsheets

10:00 To bed

5:00 Tan at the body.

In shower is cute, bald guy, about 5'10" with nice body, but very shy, or at least quiet.

Didn't respond to my glaces.

Awkward as we left.

6:00 At home, write up notes on houses I saw. Nothing to last.

Decide against going running.

Too late.

6:30 I NEED A CLEAN SLATE! I'VE WRITTEN ALL OVER THIS CITY.

6:45 Make + eat dinner.

Decide to go out. Try Pagliacci's, but only Trattoria has dinners now, so go there, but too busy. As I leave though, I see bald guy walking with another one from gym.

Still not much response.

Go to Graces + Mike Hallen comes up and joins me for dinner.

Pasta + ham, duck spinach salad, wine.

Walk hom. See Sidney + family.

Just returned from sailing on bay.

Also spent last weekend on Lopez.

Very sunny. Good for biking.

8:30 Start laundry.

Read Chap XII of Mask of Apollo.

Shift laundry.

Decide to go out to Tugs, but not drink, just to see the crowd, and confirm feelings of Seattle.

And it's just as always. Very interesting (well, sort of) people, and good music, and fun video.

But the guy from the gym is there.

Turns out to be from Pearland, Jeff Conway, and a Paramedic, 32.

Seems like a good guy. But of course, he's not from Seattle.

11:00 Tugs is closing so I drive him to his RAM truck, and we go to Hombres + play darts.

12:00 Go outside + I say "I'd invite you home but I don't know if you're that kind of guy." Yes, I'd like to. And I say I'm glad he'd like to.

Start entering review form. Do April.

12:45 Lunch at Sea Galey

1:45 Update underline bug in Raid, #2315.

Continue review: May, June, July

4:00 Misc + leave for Body Nautilus

4:30 Tan

5:00 In the shower, it's starting to bother me much more, the lack of physical beauty, once again. Maybe it's the lack of Amitriptyline, or the lack of strong focus on work.

5:30 At home, misc.

Make + eat potatoes + Brocolli.

Water plants. Do mail. Laundry.

Throw out Garbage. (Cleanup yard too.)

Assemble MS directors chair.

Go through Comdex Preview Newspaper.

Decide not to go:

so crowded + hectic: 90000 people.

No desire to see Las Vegas

Just went to one in Atlanta

Nothing I want to seek out.

Getting quite tired of software, in fact.

Go to QFC. Put stuff away.

Rearrange some "to do" notes onto new list.

Put laundry away.

Sew on 2 buttons, clearing shirts off my dresser that have been there all summer.

(Golden Girls not on tonite.)

Go through old clothes to give away.

Hungry so have a Version 2 (4 oz) Dove Bar. Coffee.

Pull tags + pins off new Klopfenstein's shirts.

Go through some serious mail.

10:00 Should I go to Tugs for "10 years ago go".

Dress for it. Yes, go, at least pay homage.

10:30 Finally get in. Quite fun. Just one Ball Jar of beer + 1 free champagne.

Chuck + Don Ireland have split up.

Bob was there + we had fun dancing.

Talk w Bill Morgan about Orcas I.

A few cuties but fun anyway, as Tugs is.

Drive Bob home.

1:00 To bed.

Green Mascara for lashes, then added extra lashes with adhesive, and used Mascara on those. Then Bob used a bronzer which made me darker, and some red for accents and some very dark shadowed hollows in my cheeks, toward the rear. Then I put all the rest together. Tits, bra, boots, nylons. The works. Fun but it wasn't out of control.

8:45 Off to Brass Connection. I just didn't have much of a role to play. It did look good though. (2 Vod Tonic)

9:45 First stop was Swedish to see Rick U. Looking thin, in pajamas. But said "Have fun, at any cost." Hmm...

Then off to Sparks. Sort of fun. (Coffee.)

Had coffee to get party going. (Wine.)

Half a hit of acid too. (Acid)

Then started to have more fun.

Up to Broadway. Fun waving.

Bob shouting out window "Go To Hell." Tom Powell was a mess.

Went to Deluxe for drinks. (Vodka Tonic)

Had nice time with Dan Glasgoe.

Went to Frontier Room + Tugs, and things sort of frazzled a bit. (Coffee + Kalua)

Then off to Bump party, pretty late.

But I get to see Rick Chaika. Fab. (Wine)

Dark purple + gold! Great lines.

Too late to get bus back

So we went via taxi with 3 LV Show Girls as egos (lots of 7up).

To Neighbors. Saw Bill Farrell in the outfit John Goodman had 2 years ago.

He and till Tom were out together as an egyptian and a slave.

Bob + I danced, with Ric Moline and with Steve Segal. Bob Spivey got in a fight with someone. Which I tried to breakup, to no avail.

Chuck P + Catherine were together but didn't really click with me.

MAYBE PARTY STARTED TOO LATE

Other buses started around 6:00pm

Left for Brass Conn and while Bob was talking with future patient, I wandered up toward dance floor, and across room, Dan I + my eyes met.