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I want visual, physical beauty and fun. There are some opportunities for it here, but I don't feel I am close to anyone like me. I want friends! Do I need to fall back, lower my standards (self-perception or conceive my strength and weaknesses accurately), to feel I have friends. No, I don't want people who are as interesting as I am to be friends with. It's really quite easy, but where are they?? Am I unique?

But as always, it has to be the work that will draw me somewhere. Anyplace can look good or bad. I've had good times in SD & SF, but I just can't seem to get a firm grip on one or the other.

Seattle makes me feel lonely, and will really hurt this fall I expect. Before I'm old and have no body, I want to make close buddies, who understand me because they've experienced the life I lead.

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