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Having spent a whole week (last Sat Dec 11/82 thru yesterday Fri Dec 17) analyzing what I want next I have come to some pretty definite conclusions.
But one or several interesting concepts lies at the bottom of all of this and I just want to layout the most important of all of these here.

#1 Creation Design benefit is use of imagination cleverness. Fame
disadvantage is squishiness. Never being done. Hard to [conceal]
Creation Implementation disadvantage is boredom
advantage is the benefit of working in a box organizing consolidating.
But the key is that this is all a continuum and this implies the one must work and live such that he balances the cleverness he seeks to attain against the disadvantage of uncertainty.
There are conservative marketers and never thought of myself as an imaginative engineer. I was miserable at marketing and Im a damn good implementor.
But I just can not program anymore. I said that when I finished 6502 GBASIC and now that I know C Im saying it again. So there are two routes I can go: design of coding or mgt of implementation. I had though for a while that these were choices. I considered just going into design and not mgt so that I could stay a loner and do brilliantly integrated work. But realizing that Im not