Diary

Wednesday June 1

That long writing about EDITX is still very relevant from last Saturday. I still believe it. It does make me sad that I am not in a close group of people doing things, but maybe I'm just too lazy now. Or perhaps I have to spend more time to get where Bill already is. I think that is true. I will take a different route & then apply my business talents & desires to something, maybe software.

After lunch Sat May 28 I did errands down to Dataco to proof "Users Guide" & to barber to get shampoo. Then at 4:30 to uSoft till midnight, except for dinner. Got all money matters out of way & determined a very severe cash flow problem. It began to worry me that I may not get paid from uSoft. I resolved to settle this with Bill before sleep. Watched Sat'day night & went to bed.

Sunday May 29 I went to Church missed school but saw movie. Then to breakfast at Goody's then home to change & got some things straightened out. Then went to store & off to Juan Tabo park, got there ~ 12:30. Enjoyed for 1 hour, then read for 2 1/2 the Advocate. Left at 4 for beach since horny & then at 5 to dirty movies. By 6 was done with that. So 2 hours or so were wasted. Then shower & dinner & at 7:30 read 3 Wall Streets till 8:30 then thought till 10 about how to get money from Bill & about intimidation in general. Talk w/ Chuck from 10 till 10:30. Then Bed.

Got to work Monday May 30 by 7:30. Worked out more bugs & OSI & left at noon for spa & lunch. 2-3 with Bill looking at Paul's deposition.

3-6 I was at Paull Mines. 6-8 I was back to Software 8-8:30 Dinner 8:30-10 Mines 10-11 Back to uSoft Bring up money problem to Bill. 11:30 Bed ------------------------ Tuesday May 31 7:30-8:30 Do Commo invoice + OSI (try!) 8:30-10:30 Mines 10:30-5:30 Deposition 5:30 -8 Chuck + bugs + fixes & OSI 8-8:30 Dinner 8:30-10:30 OSI problems got it running fine except for [up arrow C?] 10:30 Chip, Foxes, etc. --------------------------- Wed June 1 8:30-2:30, 3:30-6 work on special 6502 versions + miscellaneous stuff 6-8 exercise 8-9 listen to "America" on radio 9-10 Dinner + talk w/ Fred Bacon 10-11 home + write this.

So I think the last three work days really had to be spent at work. For Commodore's bugs & OSI's problems & new tape & deposition & its preparatory meetings. I made new list of stuff to do at work. STM is next. But tomorrow morning I will just do OSI & then mail it & be back around 3 or so to work. Gotta get some sun & call Ryan.

Talked w/ ADP lawyer yesterday. It looks like all is going well.

I am very concerned that the Dade County Coalition be victorious in the Miami gay ordinance vote. I have prayed about it a lot. The vote will be on the Queen's jubilee. I hope we can all celebrate. I have appreciated my freedom so much in the past 2 years, and have needed

it so much that I want to pray for other people to have the same opportunity. I would have been so unhappy recently if I had been unable to meet Chip K. He gave me a very moving card yesterday in which he expressed his deep emotion. I need to think about it. I think it may be good to let things go unsaid as Chip suggests, but I want to know what I need to do and not to do. I owe him so much. He has been so much better to me than I have been to him.

So we gays need to have freedom. We need to love just as straights do. For this reason I implore God to persuade voters in Dade County so that the vote can swing our way. It would be such a victory.

To bed now. More thought again tomorrow.