Diary

LAST TWO WEEKS

Bill Farrell - picked him up at Airport, Sunday, June 29, around 10:00 pm and went to Bafforts for drink. He was full of stories, and I was fairly quiet. We decided it was best not to go home together that night till he got July 1 re-rooted here. Went our Tuesday and had a fine time at "Ruthless People." Home afterward and a good time.

?? - Bob told me on Tuesday it's be better for me not to go to Mark's on July 4, because people thought we were again seeing each other, so I arranged to go to Orange County. (See Below). When I returned Bill and I went to Tosca's on University Ave., and to see "Back To School." Not great, but a good date. Then I decided I wanted to go to Vancouver Thurs. nite 7/10 after work to go to Expo with Bill, Glen, Gordon and Kirby. Bill was a little miffed since we had tentatively planned to do something - but I said I'd be back Saturday night.

SAT, 12th - When I returned, I sensed a bomb-shell and sure enough, Bill had gone home with someone and spent the day with him, on Friday night! Fortunately it was only Steve Segal whom we subsequently dished at dinner which made me feel better, but the point is Bill's lack of respect not saving himself for me as I was doing for him. But then we did have fun at the Fun Forest. Good rides and some dancing later at Sparks. But when we got home he was "too tired."

SUN, 13th - And the next morning he was really not very into it, yawning. And needless to say he didn't have time to spend with me Sunday, but we did running. Afterwards, he asked me what kind of car I had before the 280Z. On saying "Corvette" he snickered and said "your cock's not that small." And so it goes... We had dinner at which he told me Robb had a body to die for. I took him home and haven't talked to him since.

AT RAX (NEW MENU)

Orange County - I wrote up a page after my return, and it is filed under "Where To Live" since it became apparent that I cannot live in OC anymore since I need a city. Also it became apparent that Microsoft has been very important to me through recent times.

I had a very good time in OC when I gave up the idea of moving there. Even

MONDAY JULY 14 ' 86

8:00 Call 1-213-976-BODS. 8:15 Talk to Mom. Tells me about police coming to help find peeping tom across the street. 8:30 Go to work. Do change panes, and selection via menu. Quite a bit of "done items" for one day. Chek everything in since Bill wants to merge all the [?] stuff into BIFF tomorrow morning. 5:45 Leave for chiropractors. No pain but some jingling in arm at end of day, and from Failla's massaging it's clear the sore is still tender. 6:45 Misc Considering calling Bill but decide to just give it a rest. 7:00 Go buy this blank book + supplies 9:00 Watch "View to a Kill" 11:15 Go to sleep

TUESDAY JULY 15 ' 86

8:30 Bob calls for "No on 10" and invite him to "Top [?]" 9:15 Write up this blank book so far 10:00 List of pros and cons of Bill Farrell

PROS Cute face + kisses real well Nice upper body, especially [?] Big weenie Smart, very good memory Fun to go out with to movies, dancing, except for [arrow down]

CONS Student in poverty (house + truck) no Ans machine or call waiting New in town Just left lover with "body to die for" Awkward disparity in net worth. Should I be generous? Would I use it as a weapon to hold him? I've had a student boyfriend. Now I want a professional. It hurts when he meets others and just imagine if he liked them. Hairy skinny legs. Curved dick. No sex in morning.

10:15 Fill out chiropractic insurance forms and take to Failla. Get gas. 11:00 Play with Excel regarding Go To and Show Active Cell. 11:15 Snack, misc 12:00 Go to Fredericks for scale. Buy Norelco digital at Pay N Save. Lunch (Fettucine con Pollo) at Clippers, reading Lake Nobegon. Well written, but I can't relate to it. 2:00 Go home Phone message from Dan Donahue. Wow! Go to work Resync with final windows version. Do mail at work 3:45 Go to gym 6:00 Back to work to finish couple things 6:30 Go home Miscellaneous. Try out scale. 8:00 Call Dan Donahue. Talk to his mom. Have him call back. Read a couple of inforworlds 10:00 Dan calls. Invites me up some wknd. 11:00 Go to bed

WED JUL 16 ' 86 Very lazy, rainy 50º morning.

7:15 Get up. Misc. 8:45 Do 2nd half of personal accounting. Finishing up second quarter '86 too. Bill Farrell calls and talks for a half hour. Good to hear from him, and I told him it was not respectful of him to spend his time + energy on Steve Segal on Friday night + Saturday when we had a date Saturday evening. He agreed. But I don't want him now as much as I used to (prev page). Do Excel net worth statement. [sidenote] Read PCWorld while printing full report. 1:30 Lunch at Jaliscos Backup accounts + net worth. Miscellaneous 3:15 Go to Barb Cahills to look houses. Very handsome English house in Laurel Hurst and two others in Washington Park

5:30 Go home. Misc.

6:30 Go to "Top Gun" with Bob.

Pretty god and Tom Cruise and Kelly McGillis are so cute.

Dinner at Julia's. Spinach salad.

Talk about Bob's use of the word "love" and how he devalues it by saying he loves everyone.

Home & read a while

11:00 To bed

Thurs July 17

7:45 Up & misc

9:15 Go to work.

Cow changes get checked in.

Start making things work again.

3:45 Go to gym

5:45 Go to gym via Safeway.

Misc

7:15 Go to dinner with Bill Farrell at Poor Italian on Virginia.

Good time, and he's not so inaccessible as he seemed before.

Plan to get together Friday

10:00 Read Infoworld.

11:00 To bed

Fri July 18

Pleasant sunny morning

6:30 Getup. Lucy is "packing candies"!

Misc. Call mom.

8:30 Go to work.

Work all day completing intiial changes to cow conversion.

9:45 PM Leave

Meet Bill at home with Lance and Sunday?

Why? He is an interesting friend even if not boyfriend.

Go to Ritz, Neighbors & Sparks.

Home & sex. He was sleepy

3:15 AM to sleep