Diary

FRI AUG 15 '86

Times with Bill after July 1st (Tues July 1st Bill + I went to "Ruthless People" our 2nd date. Fine time.) 4th in Laguna

July 9 Toscas + back to school

July 12 Return from Vancouver. Bill's lack of respect going home with Steve and spending the day w/him. Out Saturday to Fun Forest and Sparks. Too tired for sex.

July 13. Cloudy. Running at Greenlake. "Youre not that small." Robb had body to die for

July 15 Analysis - decide cons outweight pros

July 16 Bill agrees it was disrespectful. Felt good to hear from him.

Thu July 17 Dinner at Poor Italian. Nice dinner, and good time

Fri July 18 Out to Ritz + Spark w/Bill, Lance, Sunday. Not much fun. Bill was sleepy later. Sex.

Sat July 19 2 for 1 at Deluxe on 55th. Beach, gym, Rain City, "About Last Nite." Bill was very nice in bed.

Fri July 25 Tell Bill we should "cool it"

Sat July 26 Pagliaccis, Alien w/David + Todd and home to sex

Sun July 27 Nice Sunday. Schumachers. Pretty hike. Music conflicts. Patsy Cline vs. Mick Jagger. Dinner at Ray. Confused feelings

Mon July 28 Bob tells me how great Chevy is so I feel depressed. No growth. Unfulfilling weekend.

Wed July 30 Dinner at Jaliscos. Drive to sunset. Bad traffic jam! Nice sunset. No sex.

Sun Aug 3 Talk with Bill an hour just after I return from Tugs

Tues Aug 5 From Winslow Ferry, en route to Dans, call Bill. He presses to do something this wekend.

Fri Aug 8 Talk about canoeing Sunday. Run into Bill at Brass Con and he looks good in tanktop + shorts

Sat Aug 9 Wanted to go out looking for professional so I didn't call Bill, but he called at 10 PM and was friendly + funny so I agreed to have him come over at 10:00

Not into Tugs so we go to Sparks which depresses me so I do coke when we get home Bill is too tired. But I have sex anyway. (It'd been two weeks since we went to bed.) Just me.

Sun Aug 10 Of course no morning sex. Cloudy breakfast at Kidd Valley. Go to Snoqualmie. Weak. Bad music. I want to relax. Maybe put energy into something I wish to grow into, but that is not Rolling Stones + rock! Let him go at 4:00 but he goes to Bobs and they have fun, so I feel bad. Dinner with Chuck, Bob, and Bill.

Mon Aug 11 Talk for 2 hours. Had decided that his lack of sex intensity was good way to offload Bill without rejection.

Wed Aug 13 Meet to use computer. He doens't stay over. I'm pissed at him (Ah, but it's what I want, not to do it with Bill). But I don't want to sleep with him. I want something better. I don't even like relaxing with him much. Some good things. But unprofitable.

Breakfast at Log Cabin Resort.

At Dan Donahue's, llay in sun.

Make tuna + pasta + lentil soup

1:30 Windsurfing lesson #2. First I get a board that is narrower than before by 5 or 6" so its much harder to balance plus a sail of 8.5 cubic yards!! That only lasted a half hour since I couldn't balance the board and hold the wind. Then we put on a 6.5 sail like last time, and I could do that in light winds, but it was not fun trying to balance that board!

And it really tires your back handling that board + sail in wind especially in a breeze. And the breeze wasn't even that heavy. So I drifted back + forth and ended up down by the lawyer from SF, and Julie broke her motor trying to get to me.

So I had to paddle all the way over to her, and then borrowed the lawyers boat to haul our boats back to log cabin. What a nuisance. And whenever you go windsurfing, there must be some one who can come get you. Too bad for the other people that Julie had out windsurfing. They'd have to paddle all the way back!

5:00 Pay Julie $10 for the afternoon compared to $30 last time. Since I got 1/2 hr plus 1 hour and no real lesson. Misc

5:30 Go to Mary Macs falls. Nice walk. Drive back to PA. Dinner at Greenergy, buying takeout for Dan. Deliver it to him.

8:30 Go to Clallum County Fair. Lots of good looking farmboys. Interesting fruits + vegetables and cars + dogs, bow + arrow. Some good rides. Turbo + Loop A Plane.

10:15 Back to Fairmount Motel. Hub + Dan just stopped in. Drove 'em out to cabin. Talk a while. Sleep in bunks w/Dan.

SAT AUG 16 '86

9:15 Get up late probably since I took Unisom to sleep, since Dan was so close. Misc. Breakfast at Granny's w/Dan

11:15 Go to look at Lk Sutherland. Drive up Elwha River to very top. Drive out to Dungeness spit + walk down.

1:45 Drive to Ferry wondering all the way if I'll be late.

3:00 Just like last time I'm first one not on! Take time to write up this and organize souvenir brochures.

4:30 But I'm first one off. Off to the gym. Body Nautilus is such a downer.

5:00 Go home. Start listening to phone messages. Bill calls. Asks if we want to get together and specifically stay over. I say I'll call you back in 1 1/2 hours. Misc

7:30 Bill calls back and we talk for quite a while. That's one good thing about Bill. But we decide to cool it tonite. Think about him tomorrow. And specifically about staying over at his house. Comical?

9:00 Misc

10:00 Bob calls, stoned, at Catherines. Such a big difference vs Bill. Can't talk same language with him.

10:30 Out to Neighbors, Sparks, Ritz (quiet!), and Neighbors. Fun to be out alone.

1:30 Go home to bed

MID QUARTER

SUN AUG 17 '86

9:00 Wake up + call Bill. Make planes for Lunch + canoeing. Misc

12:00 Lunch at Wash Bar + Grill. Go to UW + rent canoe. Canoe around arboretum.

3:45 Go to IMD + work out

5:15 Go to dinner at Rax (with Alan too). Go to putt putt golf at Sea Center and ride Enterprise too.

8:30 Back to Bill's and rub feet

9:15 Go home + help Bob with computer. Hardware failure? Run program for Bill. Take listings to Bill. Cleaned his room! Have sex + get fucked. (IS THIS WHAT SWAYED ME? OR JUST HAVING A NICE DAY? especially given 8/15!!) Very nice! Cuddle a long time afterward. Sleep well at Bill's

MON AUG 18 '86

Go home (from Bill's). Misc

9:30 Head for work. Get back up to speed. Do mail, email, resync, etc. Start on finishing keyboard code

4:30 Leave

5:00 Finish chapter 10 on charting in Excel book. Pwerful.

6:00 Dinner. Misc

7:30 Talk w/Bill on phone.

8:00 Second half of monthly accounting. Print report

9:30 Watch Little Gloria

11:00 To bed

It was a good break (vacation) + I got a lot of things done in each category that I listed on Aug 4. It's one year since I started IBM work. Now move one to data base stuff and closing out ss/db.

TUES AUG 19 '86

8:30 Go to gym

11:00 Go to work. Code + enter extend key

6:15 Leave for chiropractors. Go home to eat. Michael calls. Waterski tonite.

7:00 Leave for Michaels. Have very successful time. Dinner at Hank's in Madison Park. Go home. Call Bill. Misc. Go to bed.